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Member Spotlight: Julia Merino - mezzo-soprano
AO News, Audition Oracle – Thu 12 Jun 2025 @ 17:52

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Frog in Your Throat: When your voice stops playing ball, what next?
AO News, Audition Oracle – Wed 4 Jun 2025 @ 16:44
Frog in Your Throat: When your voice stops playing ball, what next?
As someone who no longer has skin—well, vocal cords—in the game, it’s easy for me to talk about this now. But for anyone currently struggling with vocal issues, I know it can be an entirely different story.
During my time as a singer, I had to recover my voice more than once. The third major episode came in 2013. The silver lining? It finally pushed me to set up Audition Oracle—a service I’d wanted myself as a performer and had been considering since 2006.
That year, I developed adult whooping cough—also known as the “100-day cough.” By the end of it, my voice was wild, wobbly, and unreliable, with two notes missing entirely from the middle of my range. I will never forget the stress of trying to find appropriate audition repertoire that avoided those two notes!
Trusting your inner voice
I consulted a well-known vocal specialist—but the experience was both disappointing and expensive. They insisted on examining me with a rigid scope while holding my tongue, which made no sense. My vocal issues occurred on just two specific notes, and there was no way I could phonate normally under those conditions. Their conclusion? “Your cords are fine—it’s all in your mind.”
Not satisfied, I sought a second opinion with a different an ENT specialist with a flexible and collaborative approach. This time, I requested a nasal scope and asked to sing the actual problematic notes so that any issue would present itself in real time. This time, something was visible: there appeared to be a problem with my arytenoid cartilage. Initially, it looked dislocated. The prognosis? Uncertain and unpromising. A stitch might hold it in place—but my vocal function would likely be compromised.
I returned to Nicholas Gibbins again, this time with Jacob Lieberman (affectionately known in the industry as the “Willesden Strangler”) in tow. With a camera up my nose and Jacob manipulating my larynx as I sang, we were able to determine that the problem was muscular. Thankfully, the arytenoid wasn’t dislocated. The intense coughing had caused a muscular imbalance, restricting the natural movement of my voice.
Moving forward armed with knowledge
At that point, I knew exactly who to call: Arwel Treharne Morgan. I had worked with this breath and release specialist on and off since 2002. I knew he could help bring my awareness to the issue, release unnecessary tension, and re-establish vocal freedom—until I could maintain it on my own.
Now, I won’t pretend Arwel—or anyone—can fix everything. Ultimately, only you can do that. But he was one of the missing pieces in my puzzle at the time. He might be part of yours, too. Only you can know.
Support systems, not solo solutions
Rarely does any one person outside of yourself have all the answers. As singers, we have a wide range of demands—language, diction, stylistics, musicianship, interpretation, mindset, resonance, and vocal technique. All require care and attention. Placing all responsibility on one individual is unrealistic—and unfair to both them and yourself.
Working with Arwel helped me remove the wobble and restore the missing notes. I won’t pretend I addressed every other vocal or performance area at that time, but I regained my voice, and returned to singing at the level I had previously worked.
Fluctuations in vocal consistency are normal and more prevalent than you may realise
Losing your voice—when it's both your livelihood and your passion—is deeply distressing. Pretending otherwise is disingenuous to yourself and all the many hours of work you have committed. But when you’re in the thick of it, speaking openly or seeking help can feel risky.
But please know this: confidential, practical, and holistic help is available—both financially and professionally.
Support Resources:
BAPAM – British Association for Performing Arts Medicine
Help Musicians UK
Nicholas Gibbins – ENT Specialist
Arwel Treharne Morgan - Holistic approach to reconnecting you with your vocal function
Valentine Voice Care – Kate Valentine has built an incredible practice in Lewes and Scotland. A former high-level singer herself, she truly understands what you're going through.
If you'd like to contact privately about anything I’ve shared here, feel free to email me - [email protected]